If you’ve not already done so, drop by and read Peter Saint-Andre’s journal entry “Why I Am Not an Objectivist.”
I can identify quite a bit with Peter’s perspective. Every few months or so, something will remind me how long it’s been since I’ve read much (or any) Rand. And it doesn’t bother me.
I enjoy the mental freedom of looking at things from my own perspective, without the anger and the gravity of her personality. It’s funny to notice this, and realize how much of a young person’s (my young person’s) sense of Objectivism was colored by Rand’s personality.
In recent years, I’ve settled on the words to describe what I’m most grateful for in her writings: the importance of using your mind to its fullest (“rationality”?) and treating people as ends in themselves. These two ideas distill the majority of what was most valuable to me.
But there are so many other things packaged with her philosophy that are disturbing: the harsh judgment of “non-heroic” art (such as jazz? I wonder), the subtle or not-so-subtle encouragement towards self-judgment and repression, the angry denunciations of ideological opponents. A narrow conception of virtue. And some preemptive package-dealing, on her part, about what everyone should believe.
Though the trend had begun long before, my strongest feelings of independence from Rand arose when I began studying mindfulness in 1999. It didn’t take much reading of Thich Nhat Hanh’s writings to realize that (a) there was something valuable here that I absolutely had to learn and (b) to get at the heart of it, I’d have to check my premises at the door. I needed what Howard Roark “never had”: an open mind. So I did it. It even felt a little sneaky! But unsurprisingly, nobody threw any junk in it that I wasn’t able to sift out afterwards with some reflection.
Maybe this is what makes me feel the most distant from the word “Objectivism,” the sense that being an Objectivist to the hilt requires a closed mind. And yet there’s an argument against this, that Objectivism actually facilitates an open mind, even though it means telling Ayn not to come to the party.
Nathaniel Branden wrote an excellent essay on “The Benefits and Hazards of The Philosophy of Ayn Rand,” which may be something I need to do myself—to write down and document what I’ve found valuable and not. I’d write not only for the benefit of newcomers, but to repay Ayn in a truly grateful fashion, to contribute to the public record about her value. To help dispel the unhelpful perception that she was either an angel or the devil with a funny cigarette holder.
Am I an Objectivist? I’m certainly someone who learned a tremendous amount from Objectivism, particularly about the importance and nature of a system of philosophy. I can’t count how many times I’ve felt the advantages of a clear sense of the structure of philosophy.
But I’m in a weird place where anyone who looks at me from the outside would say “he’s an Objectivist,” and yet I’m unsure. I participate in “Objectivist” communities, I have many close “Objectivist” friends (including my wife), and I have internalized many core Objectivist values. Yet I reject any constraint that this label might put on my freedom of thought.
Where Peter has found himself eschewing the Objectivist label, I find myself more inclined to simply broaden my concept of an Objectivist: someone who agrees with a reason-based epistemology, enlightened self-interest, and individual rights.
And where Peter seems to imply (although I don’t think it’s really true) that ideological differences don’t matter to him, I’m becoming more refined about what matters to me: I need my understanding of the mind and ethics to create the good life for myself, and I need politics to keep other people off my back and out of my pockets. Other than this, I don’t much care what other people believe.
And so with those caveats I do still consider myself an Objectivist, in the broad sense, and I trust people like Peter won’t mind being loosely lumped in that category too.
Who knows what either of us will call ourselves in a few months. I’m sure it will be a fun trip, though. My thanks to Peter for the thoughtful line of inquiry.