I am a graduate student in clinical psychology at the University of New Mexico in Albuquerque, where I live with my wife Kathy and our two cats. Intellectual and spiritual pursuits are my strongest passions, revolving principally around applied ethics, mindfulness, and the philosophy of individualism.
I also work as a web developer, specializing in Adobe Photoshop and GoLive. Although I’ve created plenty of sites on an independent basis (and continue to do so for the occasional client) I increasingly find that what I enjoy most is collaborating with programmers, so that I can focus on design and layout, and leave the back-end work to someone who specializes in that area.
Academically, I recently completed my master’s thesis (on May 15, 2003), which was titled “A Structural Assessment of Biomedical Ethics” and examines differences in how experts and novices organize their knowledge in the domain of biomedical ethics. I’m likely to do additional research in this area, but I plan to conduct my dissertation on a more clinically-related subject such as mindfulness meditation.
I became interested in mindfulness in 1999, and my readings began with Thich Nhat Hanh, who impressed me with his poetically evocative writing that seemed to convey the spirit of mindfulness so effortlessly. Today some of my favorite writings on mindfulness are those by Jon Kabat-Zinn, Joseph Goldstein, and Ken McLeod—particularly McLeod’s excellent Wake Up to Your Life.
I’m particularly interested in the application of mindfulness-based therapies to the treatment of chronic pain (of which I am a sufferer; I’ve experienced chronic, untreatable facial pain since I was young). While I often gain inspiration from books, I also develop many useful insights from my own meditation practice of generally 2+ hours per day. One of my aims in this journal will be to articulate insights I gain through my practice—insights not just about pain but also about creating a meaningful life in the face of adversity.
For many years I’ve also been interested in the philosophy of individualism, and particularly the teachings of novelist Ayn Rand, author of The Fountainhead and Atlas Shrugged. Rand’s vision of a moral society—guided by the principle that every person is an end in him- or herself—fits neatly with my core sense of the good life.
Combining the concepts of individualism and mindfulness may seem like a stretch to people familiar with either of these important traditions. Yet, their intertwinings are the stuff of elegance, and provide the intellectual basis of this journal.